Why is it?

Why is it that by the time you are ready to “rest” with the baby, they are waking up???? ARGH!!! I need a full day away. I don’t know why. I love being around Robert and Layla but some days I just need me time. I just want to be away from everything and everyone. Its funny I say that because here I am on the computer when I could be away from that right now. I am confused right now. I feel fat and old and ready to put to pasture but yet I feel young and like I have lots of year ahead of me. Maybe I just need a new brain? I don’t know. well I better go do something else before Layla wakes up. Just thought I would try this blogging thing. I actually blog all the time in my head but I never get it down on “paper”. LOL. paper, are out kids even going to know what that is???? okay, enough.